are you an obstacle in my life?

if you are, i want to tell you to get the hell out of my thoughts

but at the same time.....

i need you to stay cuz i feel empty

for some things in life_

I see the need of courage to just say out loud_

" F U C K "      

i just have to lead life_

and not be lead around_

the only thing i hate rite now, is not being at harvard.

i liked you guys soooooooo much...

especially my past hours felt incredibly empty without my SSP. (no sarcasm included)

i hope time in korea will let me get over this..

i just hate what i realized two days before i leave,

i just hate the tears in my eyes cuz of my stupid selfishness,

i just hate you who i can't hate,